Its been a year since i have stopped thinking - about so many things - i just did not want to think.
Its easier to accept that life has its own course and i / we possiblyneed not understand it, and so the situations in each ones life.
its easier to let go after a small battlewith your mind -you tried to do your best -with no wrong intentions - just be happythat a chapter got added in to your book -right how boring if all chapters sounded similar.
But on a second thought - i have been thinking a lot about other things -
self conflict is something i can never overcome !
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Short trips
Found a CD with some neat flute tracks. The moment I heard the flute playing, I was on the banks of the river in Hampi (the place “just rocks”). The gentle flowing river blended so well with the flute, early morning and in the evenings. This is just one of the trips of my mind -
- a wonderful journey that transports me instantly (without the small battles you need to win before going for an actual trip - a leave application, gathering a group, ticket booking, hotel booking, convincing last minute dropouts) –
These short trips are quite good with me and you can catch me traveling like this, gazing outside the window. Ofcourse there is a little bit of shopping, dining, flirting etc also involved in this mind journey- after all i am a dreamer !
- a wonderful journey that transports me instantly (without the small battles you need to win before going for an actual trip - a leave application, gathering a group, ticket booking, hotel booking, convincing last minute dropouts) –
These short trips are quite good with me and you can catch me traveling like this, gazing outside the window. Ofcourse there is a little bit of shopping, dining, flirting etc also involved in this mind journey- after all i am a dreamer !
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
This bird ...
If i leave tomorrow
will you still remember me
coz i am as free as a bird
and this bird you cannot CAGE
will you still remember me
coz i am as free as a bird
and this bird you cannot CAGE
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Walks of Life - mine, Yours?
Come to think of it - there are some walks in life that make a difference....quite a few u want to remember
lets start from the time you first started walking - that wobbly walk
Move on, walking to school - loaded with books and that tiffin bag
Cut - the gossippy big group college walks
Have had walks with my cousins - where a lot of secrets have been shared and long term friendships developed... even fights have happened.
morning gossip walks -
Evening walks with mum - full interrogation sessions !
walks with my brother - passing sibling intelligence
Walk with the boss - Have had it once - was in his observatory radar- owe a good deal of my interest in stock analysis to him
Walks with my best friend - Dimple - Hard to count the walks and the talks but can always count on them.
There have been silent walks / lonely walks - when have just wanted to be with myself.
Thankfully have never sleep walked - cant imagine where that would lead me to - walk into enough troubles anyways
not to forget people walking in and out of your lives - some you want to hold on to in the walk of life and some you want to throw in the next pothole you see!!!
there are a lot more walks i would love to go for - right till graciously swaying the walking stick as i walk - So lets walk the walk of Life !!
lets start from the time you first started walking - that wobbly walk
Move on, walking to school - loaded with books and that tiffin bag
Cut - the gossippy big group college walks
Have had walks with my cousins - where a lot of secrets have been shared and long term friendships developed... even fights have happened.
morning gossip walks -
Evening walks with mum - full interrogation sessions !
walks with my brother - passing sibling intelligence
Walk with the boss - Have had it once - was in his observatory radar- owe a good deal of my interest in stock analysis to him
Walks with my best friend - Dimple - Hard to count the walks and the talks but can always count on them.
There have been silent walks / lonely walks - when have just wanted to be with myself.
Thankfully have never sleep walked - cant imagine where that would lead me to - walk into enough troubles anyways
not to forget people walking in and out of your lives - some you want to hold on to in the walk of life and some you want to throw in the next pothole you see!!!
there are a lot more walks i would love to go for - right till graciously swaying the walking stick as i walk - So lets walk the walk of Life !!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
to just be !
It would be pleasant to just be.just sit.just look beyond.twilight sky.endless.thoughts.endless silence.soft breeze.light drizzle.lots of open space.lie down.darkness of night.sky of stars.light breeze.where is my constellation.just smile.hey fireflies.can smell the clouds.lemme walk on.bare feet.raise my hands.feel the breeze.coz I want to be .Just be !!
Thursday, December 4, 2008
to write not to !
Everytime i thought of writing i did not now what to write and what not to
- bsides how does it matter.
If I would write about me , would become an "I- specialist" and
about the world- havent seen much , about people - better left alone,
animals - still unexplored,
Travel - very local - read national (yeah talk about bus rides / auto rides)/ train journeys i love / flights i get bugged,
emotions - forget it,
friends - my lifeline,
movies - jus watch them (company makes them memorable),
music - still lots to hear - am not even at the tip of the iceberg,
nature - lovely place to get lost(just waiting to)
and so the list can go on ....hmmm already started writing ;)
Anyways, while reading stuff written by me , always find it difficult to relate to later
- btw this used to happen in school too -
i used to be surprised at my own answers in exams - both the good ones and the bad ones - so things have'nt changed much.
- bsides how does it matter.
If I would write about me , would become an "I- specialist" and
about the world- havent seen much , about people - better left alone,
animals - still unexplored,
Travel - very local - read national (yeah talk about bus rides / auto rides)/ train journeys i love / flights i get bugged,
emotions - forget it,
friends - my lifeline,
movies - jus watch them (company makes them memorable),
music - still lots to hear - am not even at the tip of the iceberg,
nature - lovely place to get lost(just waiting to)
and so the list can go on ....hmmm already started writing ;)
Anyways, while reading stuff written by me , always find it difficult to relate to later
- btw this used to happen in school too -
i used to be surprised at my own answers in exams - both the good ones and the bad ones - so things have'nt changed much.
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