10 days of meditation camp, 2 months of absolute non indulgence into stress (coz i chose to be jobless), 15 days of clearing misunderstandings, and as i thought i was nearing the "aha" am back to "uh-oh!"
All i feel is that the cosmic reality is only crap . there is no ABSOLUTE!
aiooooo……….
If it is what it it is, then why aren't we seeing it as it is?we are layered with signs, paths, signals, life cycles, karmic cycles, science,mythology, cosmic truth, masters etc..etc…etc… - why this kolavari God ? or must i say Mr. Absolute? cud'nt you just design a simplified cosmos.
Mr.God- cud u jus fast forward this part of my life? for me its not a wee bit exciting i must say.
right - wrong- wrong - right -
up and down and there you slide,
into your dreams deep you go and
c'mon lets see how far you go !!
Aah! there you are here again,
its the circle of life time and again.
Mr.God - totally jobless you are !!!! and you are doing a bad job of ur joblessness. hmmmph!!!
Right now i jus want to erase all you have written … i wish it was as easy as buying a new book and re-writing your life.
For today, this is what it is
